thought crawls

Sometimes I fear

we’re all just inauthentic

versions of ourselves

cloned from strangers,

steeped in repetition,

tethered along by the wormy hope:

we will leave what we take,

tip the balance past zero,

and one day bury

our desperation

in reparations 


2 thoughts on “thought crawls

  1. I used to think this way too when I was younger, but as I grew older I found my own voice and learned to step out of other people’s shadows and images. Your words captured the reality of that period when I was still figuring myself out.

  2. Yeah, I think I’m close to knowing who I am–but I really worry about the people close to me who get caught up in having a homogenous identity. Thanks for the comment.

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